Post by Tha CBT on Feb 4, 2006 16:23:57 GMT -5
Enhancing a Ego
Time and time again, I fail. I succeed, but I take untimely steps in the wrong direction. I am the best wrestler the VWA has ever signed, at 19, I'm the hottest prosepect any promotion can look to book. I'm without sounding gay and sh¡t, the reason why men and women get behind my performance in the ring, I get the girls to stay in there seats, as soon as they find out I'm set to compete. I get the guys wanting to get near me.. Not for the sake of touch, but so they can tell other guys, "I was this close to Tha Cbt."
Call it a ego, call it pride, call it confidence, I call it a mind-set, and I'm not about to change it.
I've only been a professional wrestler for short of 2 years, I've been in one promotion, and I climbed up its ladder with ease, but the one fulfillment I wanted would never come to pass.
I still associate with that promotion, but with connections, I found Valor, something not so new, but new to me.
I admit it, I expected to get the best from this promotion, I deserve just that, but I knew better.
I got a win, first match.. But as nice as that is, the results were quite displeasing.. The Clown, I am booked against some mediocre, filler?
Can my luck be that bad, I make the first big jump in my illustrious career, only to be lucky to get TV time.. untill match #2.. against Seth Xavier.
My interest, confidence, my pride, rises. I can beat Seth Xavier, he is not a match for me, but that wasn't the case.. A loss, Fuc.king $hit! What the fuc.k has happend to me?
Current Conclusion
I'm in the gym, something I take great pride in, but with a busy schedule, and a hectic life, its not something benificiary, but mandatory, for my success. I'm coming off the heels of two losses. One against a some would say, superior Seth Xavier, and the other in a Battle Royal, that no matter how long I was in there, takes nothing away from the fact I loss.
I dominated when I was in there, and even though ZMaster would be the reason I did not win, even he, a man of great stature, could not combat my great offense. Damn I'm good. But was he better? Hell no he wasn't.. Was Reverend Shadow better? Hell no he wasn't. But one man who stood in there with me, and shared my light.. Outlasted me, yet some would say was the reason I was in there as long as I was.. Mike Stryker. Mike Stryker thinks he has merrited the right to lay claim to being better then me.
Some might say, he's proven himself to be at my level..
I questioned that theory, everytime I watch that damn tape.
Mike, you helped me out on numerous occasions, I did the same, but my intentions were unlike yours.. My intentions were, to make it to the final two..
Its true, while you would at times work with me, in getting rid of the 38 other men.. Truth of the matter is, you would have jumped at the opportunity to take me out of the match, and thats the reason why when ZMaster got rid of me, you were no where to be found.
But heres the deal, see.. I know your type, the fans get behind you, they see you as the good guy, and me as the heel.. I'm the one who stabbed you in the back, and made it into the final two.. I'm the one who could be getting a VWA Heavyweight title shot, at your expense.. Its funny, I guess the logical conclusion is, every man for himself?
Anticlimax
As much as I'd like to bring light to your current rise, your quick climb up the ladder, all these shots and such, I couldn't give a fuc.k more if you had the title now. See, my career has always been based off targeting those who were a few steps ahead of me, I've always been portrayed as the one whose ego influenced the outcome, that confidence was built of greed, and my need for the hunt, was catapulted off, my need for what I could never achieve. But I plan to exploit you, Mike Stryker. Your front is that of a man who fought as hard as he could, busted his ass to get as far as he did in the battle royal, and while thats all well and good, that the biggest bullsh¡t I've ever heard. I will not let you climb the VWA ladder, using the elevator. You want to make a name for yourself, you don't just stop at WrestleFest, you don't stop at the Battle Royal. Shot Glass is where you continue your climb.
You think, because you clawed your way to the final two, that you are now invioable, invulnerable, and unassailable... You are deniable, you are not a legit threat, let alone a legit contender to the VWA title.
And while the fans are quick to proclaim my sometimes over confident appearance, they know I'm telling the truth when I say, you don't deserve that VWA title shot, and quite honestly, I'm sick of your like.
OOC: This was a test, not a full out format change, but a test in a new format.. And I also did not want to no-show, so this was staying true to my word.
I know this isn't my best, or in another sense, can be made into something much better. I just wanted to help Kyzer have some reason to write these results as the current showing looks sh¡tty.
Time and time again, I fail. I succeed, but I take untimely steps in the wrong direction. I am the best wrestler the VWA has ever signed, at 19, I'm the hottest prosepect any promotion can look to book. I'm without sounding gay and sh¡t, the reason why men and women get behind my performance in the ring, I get the girls to stay in there seats, as soon as they find out I'm set to compete. I get the guys wanting to get near me.. Not for the sake of touch, but so they can tell other guys, "I was this close to Tha Cbt."
Call it a ego, call it pride, call it confidence, I call it a mind-set, and I'm not about to change it.
I've only been a professional wrestler for short of 2 years, I've been in one promotion, and I climbed up its ladder with ease, but the one fulfillment I wanted would never come to pass.
I still associate with that promotion, but with connections, I found Valor, something not so new, but new to me.
I admit it, I expected to get the best from this promotion, I deserve just that, but I knew better.
I got a win, first match.. But as nice as that is, the results were quite displeasing.. The Clown, I am booked against some mediocre, filler?
Can my luck be that bad, I make the first big jump in my illustrious career, only to be lucky to get TV time.. untill match #2.. against Seth Xavier.
My interest, confidence, my pride, rises. I can beat Seth Xavier, he is not a match for me, but that wasn't the case.. A loss, Fuc.king $hit! What the fuc.k has happend to me?
Current Conclusion
I'm in the gym, something I take great pride in, but with a busy schedule, and a hectic life, its not something benificiary, but mandatory, for my success. I'm coming off the heels of two losses. One against a some would say, superior Seth Xavier, and the other in a Battle Royal, that no matter how long I was in there, takes nothing away from the fact I loss.
I dominated when I was in there, and even though ZMaster would be the reason I did not win, even he, a man of great stature, could not combat my great offense. Damn I'm good. But was he better? Hell no he wasn't.. Was Reverend Shadow better? Hell no he wasn't. But one man who stood in there with me, and shared my light.. Outlasted me, yet some would say was the reason I was in there as long as I was.. Mike Stryker. Mike Stryker thinks he has merrited the right to lay claim to being better then me.
Some might say, he's proven himself to be at my level..
I questioned that theory, everytime I watch that damn tape.
Mike, you helped me out on numerous occasions, I did the same, but my intentions were unlike yours.. My intentions were, to make it to the final two..
Its true, while you would at times work with me, in getting rid of the 38 other men.. Truth of the matter is, you would have jumped at the opportunity to take me out of the match, and thats the reason why when ZMaster got rid of me, you were no where to be found.
But heres the deal, see.. I know your type, the fans get behind you, they see you as the good guy, and me as the heel.. I'm the one who stabbed you in the back, and made it into the final two.. I'm the one who could be getting a VWA Heavyweight title shot, at your expense.. Its funny, I guess the logical conclusion is, every man for himself?
Anticlimax
As much as I'd like to bring light to your current rise, your quick climb up the ladder, all these shots and such, I couldn't give a fuc.k more if you had the title now. See, my career has always been based off targeting those who were a few steps ahead of me, I've always been portrayed as the one whose ego influenced the outcome, that confidence was built of greed, and my need for the hunt, was catapulted off, my need for what I could never achieve. But I plan to exploit you, Mike Stryker. Your front is that of a man who fought as hard as he could, busted his ass to get as far as he did in the battle royal, and while thats all well and good, that the biggest bullsh¡t I've ever heard. I will not let you climb the VWA ladder, using the elevator. You want to make a name for yourself, you don't just stop at WrestleFest, you don't stop at the Battle Royal. Shot Glass is where you continue your climb.
You think, because you clawed your way to the final two, that you are now invioable, invulnerable, and unassailable... You are deniable, you are not a legit threat, let alone a legit contender to the VWA title.
And while the fans are quick to proclaim my sometimes over confident appearance, they know I'm telling the truth when I say, you don't deserve that VWA title shot, and quite honestly, I'm sick of your like.
OOC: This was a test, not a full out format change, but a test in a new format.. And I also did not want to no-show, so this was staying true to my word.
I know this isn't my best, or in another sense, can be made into something much better. I just wanted to help Kyzer have some reason to write these results as the current showing looks sh¡tty.
