Post by Cecil Caster on Feb 19, 2006 0:15:06 GMT -5
He clearly has serious psychological issues. He was extremely belligerent with me on the subjects I asked about. He always answered my questions in riddle or even a question itself. Obvious trust issues which is lake of a father figure. No discipline is also noticed because of how he carries himself. Lack of religion and respect for religion aswell. I need more sessions with him to gather more information about his past relationships and struggles. The man known as “Cecil Caster” is truly a unique individual yet has normal human problems just like everyone else. Here is one of my session with him I video taped it just so you could see for yourself.
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The VCR begins to play and the TV it’s completely black. The film starts off in a semi dark room with Cecil lying on a flat couch with his hands behind his head and his feat in the air. The psychiatrist is sitting in a plastic looking leather chair across from him with a piece of paper and a pen. The video tape seems to cut into a conversation between both men. The sound quality is pore so it is unsure what the men are saying but suddenly the sound becomes louder and easier to be understood.
Cecil:…I cant remember that far back..
Shrink: You just said you remembered it like “it was yesterday”
Cecil: I am not in here for this doc
Shrink: Why are you here Cecil?
Cecil: Well…..
Cecil hesitates then begins to start his sentence.
Cecil: I kind of threw someone through some glass…then slammed his head into the shattered pieces.
Shrink: What was going trough your mind?
Cecil: Honestly?
Shrink: Yes
Cecil: One less person to deal with
Shrink: Why did you do this to “The CBT”?
Cecil turns to the shrink and gives him a questionable look. He then lies back with his hands behind his head and shakes his head. He then answers the question.
Cecil: Why are you guys so ignorant? I did it because I wanted to I didn’t get aroused by it I did it to win the match no more no less.
Shrink: How was your life at home Cecil?
Cecil: Doc you are sounding like a broken record. You already asked that question
Shrink: If you would have answered it the first time I wouldn’t have to ask again.
Cecil: *Sigh* Typical broken home. Can we get on to something that actually means something?
Shrink: Alright why do you think you are really here?
Cecil: Because if VWA didn’t send me here they would have had a lawsuit on their hands?
Shrink: Answer the question Cecil I grow tired of your smart ellec remarks.
Cecil: Maybe I scare them? I have no idea maybe I am here so I don’t hurt more people? Maybe I am here to drive you nuts? The answers are endless.
Shrink: Why are they afraid you will hurt someone?
Cecil: That’s what I do….I do this to prove myself
Shrink: So do you like hurting people?
Cecil: I rather hurt someone before they have a chance to hurt me. After you grow up getting hurt all your live you would rather give then receive.
Shrink: Whom do you face next? What’s your next “match”?
Cecil: Shotglass Saturday Night against Reverend Shadow.
Shrink: How do you feel about that?
Cecil stands up and walks toward the windows. He opens the blinds and begins to stare off into the scenery. The Psychiatrist already mad repeats his question with more force.
Shrink: How do you feel about that?
Cecil: I grew up with Reverend Shadow. We were friends him and I. Hell we were even Tag Team Champions at another Wrestling Federation. We have parted from those ways I guess. He is to busy with his parents and his new belt. But that wont stop me from beating him in this match.
Shrink: Why is that Cecil? Have you two grown so far apart that you have become enemies?
Cecil: What happens in the ring stays in the ring all feelings are melted away after you enter that ring.
Shrink: And when you leave?
Cecil: You get them back just like nothing ever happened.
Shrink: So would you like to tag with this Reverend Shadow again?
Cecil turns around from staring out the window and gives the psychiatrist a sharp hard look then begins to answer his question.
Cecil: Shadow was reckless that I can tell you. I wouldn’t want to loose the belts again because of his bad decision. Besides I want to rule the singles division what do you get from being the greatest tag team? Nothing that’s what a slap on the back and a good job is al we ever got. How the hell are we going to make names for ourselves like that...? Well, answer me damnit?
Shrink: If the issue is so touchy maybe I shall ask another question
Cecil: Well hell maybe you shall
Cecil scoffed at the doctor. He showed signs of having problem with authority that was clear. He walked back to the couch and laid down throwing his hands over his head and crossing his feat like before.
Shrink: Why are you so driven to succeed?
Cecil: I want to win plain in simple I don’t care how many bodies I crush or friendships I break I just want that gold belt around my waste.
Shrink: And if someone stands in your way what will do you do?
Cecil: Beat them.
Shrink: Lets get back to you and Reverend for a second shall we. Did you two wrestle back when you two were growing up?
Cecil: Always. There wasn’t a day that went by that we weren’t beating the holly crap out of each other.
Shrink: So you pretty much know what he is capable of.
Cecil: We were just two stupid Hosiers passing our time by kicking each others ass. We both have grown up from those childhood days. Our trampolines have turn into real rings. Our street white shirts and work out pants have turned into wrestling tights. Our CD players that blared our music have turned into huge speakers around the arena. And our hearts don’t lie where they once did. His pure of light and mine dark as coal.
Shrink: Do you fear his pure light?
Cecil: No day always turns into night. The darkness consumes the earth for half of the day doesn’t it? We call it night. Just like day turns into night, I will turn Reverend Shadow over and pin him for the three count. Saturday night is my time to shine.
Shrink: Your time is up Cecil I will see you next time and remember if you do what you did to CBT to Reverend Shadow you will have more time with me on top of what you already have.
Cecil shrugs his shoulders and the tape cuts off and goes to commercial.
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The VCR begins to play and the TV it’s completely black. The film starts off in a semi dark room with Cecil lying on a flat couch with his hands behind his head and his feat in the air. The psychiatrist is sitting in a plastic looking leather chair across from him with a piece of paper and a pen. The video tape seems to cut into a conversation between both men. The sound quality is pore so it is unsure what the men are saying but suddenly the sound becomes louder and easier to be understood.
Cecil:…I cant remember that far back..
Shrink: You just said you remembered it like “it was yesterday”
Cecil: I am not in here for this doc
Shrink: Why are you here Cecil?
Cecil: Well…..
Cecil hesitates then begins to start his sentence.
Cecil: I kind of threw someone through some glass…then slammed his head into the shattered pieces.
Shrink: What was going trough your mind?
Cecil: Honestly?
Shrink: Yes
Cecil: One less person to deal with
Shrink: Why did you do this to “The CBT”?
Cecil turns to the shrink and gives him a questionable look. He then lies back with his hands behind his head and shakes his head. He then answers the question.
Cecil: Why are you guys so ignorant? I did it because I wanted to I didn’t get aroused by it I did it to win the match no more no less.
Shrink: How was your life at home Cecil?
Cecil: Doc you are sounding like a broken record. You already asked that question
Shrink: If you would have answered it the first time I wouldn’t have to ask again.
Cecil: *Sigh* Typical broken home. Can we get on to something that actually means something?
Shrink: Alright why do you think you are really here?
Cecil: Because if VWA didn’t send me here they would have had a lawsuit on their hands?
Shrink: Answer the question Cecil I grow tired of your smart ellec remarks.
Cecil: Maybe I scare them? I have no idea maybe I am here so I don’t hurt more people? Maybe I am here to drive you nuts? The answers are endless.
Shrink: Why are they afraid you will hurt someone?
Cecil: That’s what I do….I do this to prove myself
Shrink: So do you like hurting people?
Cecil: I rather hurt someone before they have a chance to hurt me. After you grow up getting hurt all your live you would rather give then receive.
Shrink: Whom do you face next? What’s your next “match”?
Cecil: Shotglass Saturday Night against Reverend Shadow.
Shrink: How do you feel about that?
Cecil stands up and walks toward the windows. He opens the blinds and begins to stare off into the scenery. The Psychiatrist already mad repeats his question with more force.
Shrink: How do you feel about that?
Cecil: I grew up with Reverend Shadow. We were friends him and I. Hell we were even Tag Team Champions at another Wrestling Federation. We have parted from those ways I guess. He is to busy with his parents and his new belt. But that wont stop me from beating him in this match.
Shrink: Why is that Cecil? Have you two grown so far apart that you have become enemies?
Cecil: What happens in the ring stays in the ring all feelings are melted away after you enter that ring.
Shrink: And when you leave?
Cecil: You get them back just like nothing ever happened.
Shrink: So would you like to tag with this Reverend Shadow again?
Cecil turns around from staring out the window and gives the psychiatrist a sharp hard look then begins to answer his question.
Cecil: Shadow was reckless that I can tell you. I wouldn’t want to loose the belts again because of his bad decision. Besides I want to rule the singles division what do you get from being the greatest tag team? Nothing that’s what a slap on the back and a good job is al we ever got. How the hell are we going to make names for ourselves like that...? Well, answer me damnit?
Shrink: If the issue is so touchy maybe I shall ask another question
Cecil: Well hell maybe you shall
Cecil scoffed at the doctor. He showed signs of having problem with authority that was clear. He walked back to the couch and laid down throwing his hands over his head and crossing his feat like before.
Shrink: Why are you so driven to succeed?
Cecil: I want to win plain in simple I don’t care how many bodies I crush or friendships I break I just want that gold belt around my waste.
Shrink: And if someone stands in your way what will do you do?
Cecil: Beat them.
Shrink: Lets get back to you and Reverend for a second shall we. Did you two wrestle back when you two were growing up?
Cecil: Always. There wasn’t a day that went by that we weren’t beating the holly crap out of each other.
Shrink: So you pretty much know what he is capable of.
Cecil: We were just two stupid Hosiers passing our time by kicking each others ass. We both have grown up from those childhood days. Our trampolines have turn into real rings. Our street white shirts and work out pants have turned into wrestling tights. Our CD players that blared our music have turned into huge speakers around the arena. And our hearts don’t lie where they once did. His pure of light and mine dark as coal.
Shrink: Do you fear his pure light?
Cecil: No day always turns into night. The darkness consumes the earth for half of the day doesn’t it? We call it night. Just like day turns into night, I will turn Reverend Shadow over and pin him for the three count. Saturday night is my time to shine.
Shrink: Your time is up Cecil I will see you next time and remember if you do what you did to CBT to Reverend Shadow you will have more time with me on top of what you already have.
Cecil shrugs his shoulders and the tape cuts off and goes to commercial.
