Post by whoami on Sept 14, 2005 23:52:21 GMT -5
Now when Immune first created TWA or whatever it was called, he asked me to come and join the fed. As a favor to him, I came over and looked it over and joined the boards. I held off on joining to see if it was worth the time to rp in another place besides the ones I was already at. At first it didn't seem bad, but then I saw the Eric Hardcastle and well, we know what happened after that. Well after that particular incident occured, I got to talking to Hardcastle or Jay, whatever his real name is, and we came to an understanding. Neither one of us were as we thought the other was. I came to think of Hardcastle less as a prick and more as a alright guy and I think the feeling was mutual.
Well, as I started to come to an understanding with Jay, I continued to chat with Immune. Immune continually fought to allow me to be unbanned from the site and all that mess. Well, Hardcastle and I came up with something. I would be unbanned and we would work into an angle where I came into the fed. And thus the work that is currently taking place. Now up until within the last week and a half, no one knew that whole background of the angle except Hardcastle, ZM, and Bailey. Immune and everyone else was left in the dark, so that the angle could get the full effect of surpise. I didn't hack the boards, that was part of the angle and so was the insulting that took place on the boards last week.
Well, to the point is, I was sitting down and trying to write my rp for the ppv against Immune. And I could think of nothing. I have been having problems with the desire to rp as of late. I have doing this for around 5 years and it happens from time to time. It occured to me that, e-fedding has become more a chore as of late. I thought this angle and Valor would renew my excitement and desire but it didn't.
Now I have no beef with Immune, all our insults were part of the angle after he figured out the truth behind it, and I have no beef with Hardcastle, as he has become an interesting guy to chat with. I would have liked to rp here, as it is a different environment from the WFWF. But I am at this time not able to fulfill the obligation of doing so. I am the type of person that when he does something, he has to put forth solid effort. I don't like for my opponents to put forth sub-par effort and I don't like to do it myself.
I don't believe anyone is truly out of this game, so I can see myself returning. I am just not sure when. I am posting this out of respect for Hardcastle who I would have told over AIM, but logged off before I came to this decision. This fed has some hope, as Jay or hardcastle or whatever his name is puts forth a lot of effort here. And I wish you luck here. When I get that desire again, I will surely look this place up. Peace.
Well, as I started to come to an understanding with Jay, I continued to chat with Immune. Immune continually fought to allow me to be unbanned from the site and all that mess. Well, Hardcastle and I came up with something. I would be unbanned and we would work into an angle where I came into the fed. And thus the work that is currently taking place. Now up until within the last week and a half, no one knew that whole background of the angle except Hardcastle, ZM, and Bailey. Immune and everyone else was left in the dark, so that the angle could get the full effect of surpise. I didn't hack the boards, that was part of the angle and so was the insulting that took place on the boards last week.
Well, to the point is, I was sitting down and trying to write my rp for the ppv against Immune. And I could think of nothing. I have been having problems with the desire to rp as of late. I have doing this for around 5 years and it happens from time to time. It occured to me that, e-fedding has become more a chore as of late. I thought this angle and Valor would renew my excitement and desire but it didn't.
Now I have no beef with Immune, all our insults were part of the angle after he figured out the truth behind it, and I have no beef with Hardcastle, as he has become an interesting guy to chat with. I would have liked to rp here, as it is a different environment from the WFWF. But I am at this time not able to fulfill the obligation of doing so. I am the type of person that when he does something, he has to put forth solid effort. I don't like for my opponents to put forth sub-par effort and I don't like to do it myself.
I don't believe anyone is truly out of this game, so I can see myself returning. I am just not sure when. I am posting this out of respect for Hardcastle who I would have told over AIM, but logged off before I came to this decision. This fed has some hope, as Jay or hardcastle or whatever his name is puts forth a lot of effort here. And I wish you luck here. When I get that desire again, I will surely look this place up. Peace.
Had big things planned, but I understand completely. Hopefully the rp bug will hit you big again and you decide to come back soon; 'til then, peace out bruddah! 
